It shows feeling emotionally detached with the home/parents. It is karmic, not necessarily due to circumstances, You would feel experience same thing even with all the comforts of life surrounding you. Its mainly past life's unfinished business. You will be questioning everything in your home until you accept it for whatever it is.
This is the reason you looked outward at a very early/tender age. Thats aparant from your second house venus and mars conjunction. You do you understand and most likely label it as emotional/physical urge but its all to do with your situation at home.
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Dont hesitate if you have any other questions.